SMIRK OFF YOUR FACE

I don't know why I tag along with a complete stranger and fond out he's a con artist he con me into believing him he's going to make me a supermodel I believe him because he had a lot of models and maybe because I hadn't eaten yet so he treated me at a fast food center. Then a few days later he (FAG) called me up and told me I had to come to his place because he had bought me some clothes and money but said if in case I won the contest I will be able to have a lot more money and so I got excited, while waiting at his (FAG) house he had prepared food and later on said that we could get a little bit of shots of liquor and had me drunk because Filipinos allow this to happen, so I cried and told him (FAG), he (THE FAG) tricked me and had his way on me and I couldn't do anything because I was too drunk and weak to ward him off but the FAG was older and stronger than me, no wonder the FUCKING FAG GIT was kept on smiling at me so from then on I will never trust FAG people and strangers that keeps on smiling because these are the type of people that are a Menes to society, so make matters short "WHEN I WAS STILL UNDERAGE I WAS RAPE BY A FAGGOT".

My Dream House

My dream house I had in mind has to be grand and beautiful like the on we used to live on which was owned by my relative, having the impression he gave the house to us so I decided to may some renovation like fixtures, re-painted the house and had it applied for Meralco for decent electricity, after all is done we were evicted from out house by my relative so that she can rent it to somebody else since we had an understanding we were living there for free as caretaker, later on I found out that she had it rented to somebody else, I cried and was hurt knowing that she had done this to us being out close relative, so in the heat of the moment I told to myself she would have it coming by Karma. In my frustration I tried  saving money so that one day We can have a house we can call it our home and I wanted it to be beautiful and huge.

mahiwagang kahoy

Did you know I cried under the tree while I was thinking ways how to get a job because each time my parents ask me of money I had nothing to spare for the allowances of my siblings so each time I went out to look for easy money just  to have something to give the always reason or at least the way I say it is that "Hey! mom I have to go out for a while so that we have something to eat" and most of the time my parents could not imagine how do I do it just to have money in our packets anyway I said it to myself it's my life I just wanted to show my parents that I am not a burden to them, all is important is they are happy spacially my little brothers and sister even when it's sad to think when my life will be for the better? When will I be happy? 

ubos biyaya

When Erap used to be in power we had above marginal income so to speak at the factory needless to say I could buy  anything I want and still left something else  for my parents and I was proud to help out my parents to what ever means possible even they do not require me, so I wasn't Expecting to have my Erap be exiled by Gloria by becoming the next president of this country. After that our income seem to dwindle most specially the tax that our factory had to endure thus making us suffer by management by withholding our salaries for reasons for not paying their own taxes which had been blame by this present administration, making our families gone hungry so to speak no ways for feeding ourselves and my frustration is that we have basic things to buy and that is why we are working so hard. So thinking what happened to us I accidentally step on a thumbtacks for thinking so much about that stupid tax that made our lives worse, this is why I am so angry with the present administration and worst part is when  the factory shuts down and everybody and everything else were out of the jobs, so sorry to say I was better off when Erap was still president because I didn't had to experience the hardship like stepping on a thumbtacks and loosing our means of income.

buhay ng taong gutom

When I was a kid it was difficult experiencing life without anybody loves you because I didn't felt like I was loved by my parents, I guess it's because they couldn't give me anything what I asked them when I was a kid, my life had my grueling experience of poverty, times I didn't have the allowance to go to school and the worst of it I didn't have  something else to eat before going to school, so instead I ask for snacks with some of my closest classmates each time I go to class, so you can Imagine I could think straight specially on an empty stomach probably the reason I wasn't that bright, always the last in my class, bad speller, so I said to myself I will try to study hard and pursue my studies even at least in elementary so that I could get a job someday at the market and so I decided not to finished high school for my thoughts were never selfish always on my mind to help out parents, and so I need to get up early in the morning to sell plastic bag at the market so that we can have something to buy for our daily basic needs and that was when I knew nobody at the market. So I acted gay to entice my buyers and jack up my profits at the same time a lot of people was fond of me. From that day forward I had a lot of patron from the market and start having friends, some advice me to take up extra income by becoming a bugger at the market but I wasn't contended with my life because it was hard and bone back breaking so I took the job as a baggier to increase my income.